Keep Your Word.

If you say you're going to move on, move on.
And then let ME move on.

Stop fucking commenting on my happiness with your sneers and your sarcasm.

I'm allowed to be happy after you. I don't need you; you don't need me, so stop paying so much attention to what I say about other people and leave me the fuck alone.

My life has nothing to do with you anymore, you made that 100% clear. So stay out of it and shut the fuck up.

Someone...

If I'm ever going to find someone who I'm meant to be with or whatever, I really hope he's fun.
Like...intelligent when it comes down to something serious or intellectual, but someone I can be stupid and weird with and it not be awkward or annoying.
I'm realizing that the 'perfect guy' is probably not going to be someone who is 'perfect' but someone who is perfect for me.

Yup.

Music is a good replacement for a relationship.
Works like a charm.

Lies

Finding out that someone lied to you multiple times is one of the most pitiful feelings I have ever experienced.
Why did I believe them?
How were they able to fool me?
Am I that dumb?

Looking back, I should have done something when I suspected that they were lies. But I didn't because I had no proof. I wonder how things would be different if I confronted people for their lies.

They'd probably cover up their lies.

But honestly, I can never trust this person again... They lied about something that I feel very strongly about and I cannot believe that I was foolish and naive enough to believe them.

But how pathetic is lying anyway? Are you so insecure that you have to be fake about yourself to feel accepted? Just tell me straight up and even if it's something I disagree with, I'll respect you more for disagreeing with me than for lying to me so you look good. How dumb.

Anyway, the truth comes out eventually and it's nice to know that there are still a few people who are genuine with me. I'm just going to be on my guard in the future.

Hanna

Feelings....

From now on, I'm keeping my thoughts to myself.
It seems like most people misinterpret the things I tell them and I come off as a total bitch...
Well now to avoid that I'm just not going to tell people things.

Also,
I think the fact that I want to love someone is starting to have adverse effects on me and I'm mistaking feelings of friendship for a crush. Should probably stop letting that happen to me.
Then again, maybe this time it's real, right?
Nah.

Lol.

Hanna