Shopping

Honestly, I don't have shitty style, but every time I see cute clothes or can pick out a cute outfit it wouldn't look good on ME. This is probably because I'm short and stout and on the chubbier side but it's really depressing because honestly, I DO have good style and I can find cute clothes all the time but I just can't wear them.

On top of it, I feel self conscious trying on cute clothes because I feel as if I'll be judged...why is THAT girl trying to wear THAT? You know..stuff like that..
Then i feel self conscious WEARING cute clothes because if I wear shorts I feel like I'll be chastised for it but then again what else are you going to wear in 100 degree weather I mean really.

Shopping, for a girl, SHOULD be fun right?
But it just isn't.

Alone Again

I think night time is the worst....I start to feel useless and annoying and lonely all at once when it gets dark and I'm left alone with my laptop and my messy room..

My friends contact me but
it's not like they really want to talk to me

I kind of miss the days where people would rush to text me when something good happened in their life...at least then I could be excited for them even if I'm not currently excited for myself about anything.

Oh well anyways back to watching kdramas or doing something completely unproductive.

Goodbye for now~

When You're Down....

When you're having a bad day or just feeling depressed for no reason, go do something.

Just being active and talking to people will brighten your mood naturally!
Baking cookies (which I did today- mint chocolate chip mmm), working out, going to the movies, just popping some popcorn and having a movie night with some friends, or even cleaning will be good therapy.

No matter what you're doing, make sure you're being productive socially or physically!

Hanna


On a side note,
I recommend the K-Indie band "Peppertones," who I accidentally left off my May faves list!