Sick or Something

This morning I woke up with the worst throat ache and feeling very exhausted...but being behind in school at the moment I went out to study and realized I really didn't feel well...everything outside is so bright and my head feels all spinny so I bought some soup and preventative medicine along with some throat pills and cough drops and I am hoping that if I drink some tea and eat soup and take this medicine I will not catch a cold for real...I can feel it starting to happen so I'm worried that I am too late but we'll see.

Anyway, I did make another blog for kpop related stuff which is hannadulset.blogspot.com
i know, i'm so clever right~

Anndd on top of that today doesn't seem so interesting aside from homework and whatnot I don't know what I'll be doing but yeah ok bye

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[K-Movie] My P.S. Partner

So I was reminiscing about dramas that I've watched and was thinking about Secret (which is amazing by the way) and about Ji Sung who is one of my favorite actors eveerrr so I thought maybe I would look up some more of his work and see what I could find..

I came across this movie "My P.S. Partner" and it looked cute so I watched it~
There was a lot...a lot of sex in the movie but looking past that I really liked the message and just their relationship in general..
I'm going to probably have some spoilers so here's a break

뛰뛰빵빵!!

IT'S HERE AND IT'S AMAZINGLY PERFECT
and i will update this post tomorrow with my thoughts b/c i have too many fucking tests tomorrow ok byE

Hanna's Top 20 K-Pop [February Week 2]

[2/7/14 to 2/14/14]

I want to document my most-played / favorite songs of the week from now on, just so I can reminisce later in my life and see how my music taste has changed over time. I might have a hard time putting my favorites of the week into order, but I'm going to do my best ^^
I also think it will be fun to see how this changes week to week. I'll try to make sure they're all relatively new releases, and not just songs that I've liked in the past that I've rediscovered, but you never know lol~~ A lot of people make videos but I just don't have the time or ability for that so I'm just going to list them like a lame person.

This week, there are a lot of jazzy-styled songs, which I think is kind of one of the new kpop trends lately and I really enjoy it. So, these are my top twenty songs of the week :)

1. 썸남썸녀 (Feat. 휘성) - Mamamoo & K.Will
2. 놀고 싶은 Girl (Feat. 현아) - Hyunseung
3. 도미노 게임 (Domino Game) - Kiss & Cry
4. Something - TVXQ
5. Yes Or No - A Prince
6. 너를 노래해 (Feat. 쇼리) - Roh Ji Hoon
7. 썸 (Feat. 릴보이 of 긱스) - Soyu & JungGigo
8. Where You At - Louie of Geeks
9. 상남자 (Boy In Luv) - Bangtan
10. You Don't Love Me - SPICA
11. 1004 (Angel) - B.A.P
12. 너의 남자 (Your Man) - TVXQ
13. Body & Soul - B.A.P
14. 살만찌고 - 4minute
15. Drawing the Line - Royal Pirates
16. Lonely (없구나) - B1A4
17. 노래가 늘었어 - Ailee
18. You - Royal Pirates
19. AB City - Alphabat
20. Twilight - Louie of Geeks

*notes*

Mamamoo is promising; SPICA deserves to win once, their song is climbing higher, I really really really think Something by TVXQ is an amazing song. Something by Girl's Day isn't on here because I haven't really been listening to it although I do like it~ B.A.P has been better tbh but I love the song Body & Soul a loooot. Soyu's song has been in my head all day long lolol and Jhope's first part in Boy in Luv is literally the best thing ever

bye~

Mornings

I am a firm believer in non-stressful mornings, and taking a small portion of the beginning of your day to eat and take your time getting ready before starting a busy day; I value my mornings so much that I would rather get up half an hour earlier than needed to have this down time to drink coffee and have a decent breakfast and not be rushing out the door than sleep that extra bit. It makes my day easier to handle and more enjoyable and keeps me awake and happy.

I definitely agree with the statement that breakfast is the most important meal of the day, but only because taking the time to feed yourself and make sure you are prepared for the day is incredibly important to me. The days I wake up late I feel guilty and fatigued and usually unhappy for the rest of the day.

It didn't used to be like this but now I see the importance of this "me" time of mine to my life.

Anyway, I am going to vent here because I am selfish and want pity but no one around me will give me that if I vent to them so yeah, I'm a baby and would like, for just once, for someone to sympathize with me but whatever I have a blog so I can just complain on here for a bit and get it all out, hopefully so that I don't feel like shit the rest of the day.

This morning I woke up late and wasn't able to shower, which is fine for me if I have time to do other things but I literally did not have this time at all and I just kind of rushed to get ready and didn't eat enough and the worst part is that I didn't have coffee at all. This sounds so petty but my entire day is messed up if I don't have morning coffee, because I get headaches and I stay extremely tired all day and it's just not fun.

Anyway so I went to class but I didn't check the weather because I was in a hurry so I was soooo cold outside and had no idea I would've needed a jacket and I should've just brought one but how the hell was I supposed to know..the other day it was sooo warm so I didn't expect it to take a full 180 turn and be cold again...Anyway I kinda ran to class and literally could not stay awake in my first two classes. On top of that, I guess because I was already kind of feeling awkward being the only one in the streets without warmth it felt like people were staring at me which probably wasn't true but it seemed like it.

So yeah, then I went to get something to eat because I knew I needed coffee and a snack to get through the next class so I went to a bagel place and of course there were no seats inside so I had to sit outside and was again, cold as hell...and the coffee wasn't that good ugh but I felt better and went back inside to go to class and there were seats...I was like wtf right when I'm leaving people get up OK.

ANYway, the thing that bothers me is that the reason I was so tired this morning to sleep in is that I didn't go to sleep until like 3 last night and once I fell asleep I didn't stay asleep like I just didn't sleep well and it might have been because I woke up late YESTERDAY on account of I stayed up late the night before on my phone / playing games with the roomie. So I'm like...fuck...all of this because I was irresponsible?

I really think that lifestyle is a daily process, like you can't mess up or it screws more than you want up. I try really hard to be disciplined in this but sometimes I just can't help it or like, my roommate goes to sleep at like 4 am on the daily so I feel bad if she wants to do something but I'm being lame and going to sleep you know? But like at the same time I don't wanna be tired as shit all the time...

And like, sometimes it isn't on account of my being irresponsible..like the other day my roommate was playing music really loud? so I couldn't sleep, or kept waking up because of it and I feel bad like she should be able to do what she wants but I had to sleep so idk like am i right to be angry about that? or not..i have no clue tbh.

But yeah so I'm in a terrible mood right now and really don't want to go to my MIS class because that means I have to like...talk to people and be all social and stuff and ugh I'm not in the mood to do anything but sleep and watch shows and stuff but I have homework and a test Friday and I really want to be a good student this semester but I feel like no on is on my side; I don't have friends in my classes yet, still, and I don't know people in my major who I can study with so I'm literally alone with my motivation to study and some days, like today, I don't feel like I can inspire myself enough to study.

ANyway i will shut up now thank u for listening blog

I'm annoying lol

BYE